Just an EMPTY paper
Could express my feelings
Better than the broken words
Of my soul…

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Am I a fake..?

Am I a fake..
Crawling through someone’s thought.?
Or is it that the world is fake enough,
To mess my lucid song of murky soul..
I don’t know..
Am I happy or am I suffused with unbridled gloomy thoughts,
Making me sad enough to plan an exit from life…
I don’t know..
Confused..
What am I..??

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Woozy lines of a hapless nightingale.

Bewildered me, on the shore.
Those waves caressing my feet,
And the rumbling sea
Entice me to get off,
Of her memories.
“Inevitable eternal joy
Might be a dream”.
Cries my soul.
My soul, my soul;
It’s where she abode.
Hull to her, was me.
She, left a gash
On her abode, which
Writhe in pain.
Still….
Words flow in a stream
Ahhhh….
The hapless nightingale
In me is back again,
To scream those
Woozy hitherto unknown.

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Sorry friends…

Hello friends, how are you..? Hope you all are doing well.. Am so sorry for not posting anything since August..

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Image courtesy :- Google

I was busy setting up myself in M.C.C [Madras Christian college ; Chennai – India] for post graduation. And somehow I managed to complete my first semester with boggled mind, lousily done assignments and badly written exams, overlapped with all my personal problems and complexes. I really doubt whether I  could clear all my exams, maybe I have to re-write all again. Well.. we’ll see what’s going to happen. Apart from that our city was totally affected by heavy rains and floods, last month. So I was in a hectic condition for the last four months… still it is, but manageable.. Hooooo..! (a huge sigh). My second semester started from today. I think I can put up a better result this semester. (1st semester result is not yet announced, but I know it will be a poor result). And I think, I’ll be able to find time to read all your blogs from today onwards, and resume my blogging. Once again sorry friends..

Attupatteri

Those words

Never ungracious to me,
Those words, 
No longer
Flung my heart,
Persistently adding love.
Sweetening smiles
Pump out of lips.
And, rejuvenated soul
Dweebs in joy.
Lacking of atrocious
Wickedness in words,
Causes bliss in
Frazzled mind,
And cradles the
Candy smelled
Heartbeat leading
Forever dawn in soul.

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I am lost #2

# My gamboling
   And pomp dreams
   Of unrestrained joy
   Heaps in hope of
   Losing in her.

# I vied
   Jumped as,
   Like a dweeb.
   Loved and loved
   To be lost in her.

# [waxes heart beat
    Wanes music]

# Her heart,
   A quiver.
   Brittle my soul
   With frequent
   Binge of love.

# Only thing left is,
   A broken compass
   Contrived from
   A broken soul.
   Exit..?
   Exit..?
   Exit…?
   Oh.. No…
   Completely ;
   Ghastly,
   Lost in her..

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Exults in hope

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Pookkalam - image courtesy - Google

Glistened in a dew,
The dawn dwells
In the soul of beauty,
Waxes inevitable
Eternal smiles
In flowers.
Each petal is
Overfilled in joy
Making the pookkalam*
Whiz in exult of
Love and hope,
And wanes the pain
Of tumble gash.

*Pookkalam – a design we make with flowers on the floor [like a flower carpet] during Onam [the cultural festival of Kerala].

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